life updates or whatever. trigger warning cringe vent
oks o like i moved to college like a week ago n im stressed out of my damn mind but its ok 💖 my roommate is chill, everyone is chill, but i dont think i see people understand that im literally Not At My Home anymore. i feel alone, even when i seek community. everyone seems to be doing their own thing, and that's okay and all, buttttttttttttttttttt ughhhhhhhhhh,,,,,,, idk. i found my people in high school in summer school, end of freshman year. i can't wait that long. i need to make friends NOW. i need to feel better about myself, but i just cant?? what the hell is wrong with me. and i can't even transfer to another CSU cuz it's a pain, and my aa said "ouhhhh but why do you wanna leave??" LIKE WHY DO YOU THINK. YOU ACT AS THOUGH IM DROPPING OUY. idk. andres out. more utau themes soon. lol.